I haven’t been able
able to stop crying.
Or to stop coughing.
I feel like shit.
Today couldn’t feel any worse.
I’m lonely, I’m miserabe, I’m unhappy.
And all I want is to feel important again.
I’m such a fuck up.
I ruin everything.
I want it all back.
I want my old life back.
Atleast then I had something to keep me smiling.
Now I feel like I have nothing.
