There are times where you just have to sit back and think, evaluate all the decisions you’ve made to get you into whatever the situation is and just try to understand how you got there. How you let things slip so far, or things get so bad. To be honest sometimes I can’t even figure out what it is I must have done, but in all cases I just do my best to try and accept them. Things aren’t perfect, they’re never meant to be but it can get so overwhelming so quickly and almost effortlessly I almost feel a mess for being in a messy situation. Sometimes I feel like I don’t have feelings because I can just stop myself from certain things, block out certain feelings and use mind power over everything. It’s the only way to do things anymore
Lonely thoughts
For all the times I have missed you, for all the times you have hurt me, and for all the times you have left me.
Posted on Saturday 11 February 12.
