How are you going to fucking tell me that I give too easily, and if I would have never started talking to another guy “we could have been way past the friend zone”, get defensive about me talking to anyone else or whoever I hangout with, come to my house, do all that fucking shit, kiss me and all that…. but then randomly say we’re “friends”. WE’RE OBVIOUSLY NOT FUCKING FRIENDS, why are you doing this to me. I understand it’s hard to find closure in a past relationship by why are you dragging me into this. You know how I feel about you, you always have. You just use it to your advantage and I let you. I’m sad, literally sad after finding what I thought was a little bit of happiness. It’s like you never want to admit that we even see eachother, you talk about the future like no one will ever even know we’re “friends”. Friends don’t kiss or do this shit together. This isn’t fucking friends. I’m so upset, I feel like a fucking idiot. I don’t even know what to do with myself anymore.
Lonely thoughts
For all the times I have missed you, for all the times you have hurt me, and for all the times you have left me.
Posted on Saturday 28 January 12.
