I’ve decided
I’m so done with caring about boys from my past.
They’re the past for a reason.
There is only two boys I’d like to keep around, and that’s Alex and Joe.
From now on I’m focusing more on the people I’ve just recently met, or will meet.
I’m tired of being lonely, I’m tired of being sad.
I realized, that if they’re in my life and I’m not happy then there must be something wrong.
I guess I just missed you because I remembered what it was like to be in love with you, I remembered what it was like to be happy. I suppose it all died out the second time around, who knows. But I can’t be hung up on this, I need to be smart and find someone who really cares about me.
