February 2012
7 posts
introducing the “friend” who’s not so much just a friend to your entire family is not on my top things to do today. should be weird because he’s not my “boyfriend” he’s just my ‘friend’.
There are times where you just have to sit back and think, evaluate all the decisions you’ve made to get you into whatever the situation is and just try to understand how you got there. How you let things slip so far, or things get so bad. To be honest sometimes I can’t even figure out what it is I must have done, but in all cases I just do my best to try and accept them. Things...
Sometimes I feel like I let people get the best of me, I try so hard to just satisfy everyone and I don’t complain when they piss me off or aggravate me. I just ignore the fact that it ever happened in the first place and try to move on with my day. I feel like everyone around me just wants something out of me. They all want something I have to offer them from materialistic things to status....
doing things differently
I’m slowly loosing my dreams
but from what I can remember I was sitting in my room,
I heard something, I don’t know what it was but I heard it and I just remember automatically thinking it was you. I didn’t look at first, but something happened where I did and it was. I just remember you saying you had a choice from someone, and you realized that I was everything you wanted and...
I feel better, I think often I just let things build up so much the smallest of things will irritate me. I loose my shit over not being able to find things or just not being able to accomplish something dumb and small. But all that frustration and anger comes from everything else, and I just shut myself out and just want nothing to do with anyone.
I always find that I lash out, get angry and...